Stuck between two roads
Mom called last night, said she's been seeing me in her dreams lately
Says she don't like what she's been seeing
Saw her baby girl in a dark place looking all lost and confused
Not knowing how i got there buh trying to find a way out
Dreams don't lie I told momma
Told her that's the path am on right now
This journey of finding myself hasn't been an easy one so far
Sometimes it's like am loosing it
Constantly asking myself what am doing
Trying to stay sane in a world filled with so much insanity
Waking up to realize nothing is ever as they seem
And it goes deeper than you think.
That most of the things I grew up knowing has just been big a lie.
Learning that society doesn't really support you trying to be yourself
Else you are signing up to be criticized and laughed at for being different
Most humans being controlled by one thing or another,
Afraid of looking a failure
Goals and dreams waiting to be fulfilled
Will I ever come out of this place?
I see people hurting the ones they claim to love the most,
Friends hugging close friends only to drive the knife deep in their back.
Material things being loved and valued more than humans mainly for their worth.
How did we ever get here?
When do we all wake up?
And see the trap the system has set up almost everywhere
Am I insane for wanting to rise above it all?
It is truly a blessing and a curse
To be able to See and feel things so deeply
Society's madness!
"Learning that society doesn't really support you trying to be yourself" that's deep.
ReplyDelete"I see people hurting the ones they claim to love the most..."
I think it's just a cycle. People get hurt by others, and they use the same hurt to hurt others because they're hurt, And the other who has just been hurt unconsciously hurts somebody else and that somebody else stays hurt and hurts others in the process. Maybe. Just maybe.